Category Archives: Depression
After Almost 2 Years
Pink Peep Pillow make me happy! I found it! YAY! *happy snuggles*
Shower Drops
I have memory of being a child in the apartment that was a 2nd story flat on Sunset Rd, so I was 7 to 11 years old, and getting ready to take a shower. I would turn on the shower … Continue reading
Sewing
I forgot how much I like sewing. Glad to have re-found it.
The Trickiest Part
The trickiest part about fighting depression is being able to tell the difference between having fought tooth and nail to climb the sheer wall up towards the way out, stabbing a tentative handhold with each tooth and nail, pulling yourself … Continue reading
A Decent Day Looks Like This
And then there are days like today. Woke up feeling pretty good. Did chores. Had a nice time with the girls. Got stuff done. Relaxed a little. My Uncle called to check on me. My BFSC called me. Got to … Continue reading
BAD Evening, GOOD Morning
Yesterday evening was bad. Worse than I’ve been in months. I watching an episode about the main character realizing she’s addicted to pain pills, and at the end I thought how nice it could be if I had some happy … Continue reading
Reply to the Minister
This was from the assistant minister at my church: “I just heard from James, he stops by often during the week, that you were upset with Bob for something and I wanted to check in with that. We pastors always … Continue reading
Support Group – I Have a Question
Here’s what I sent to my grief support group email list: Hi Everyone, Question, if you’ve already been through it: How did you handle the anniversary of your parent’s death? Tomorrow is the anniversary of my Mom’s death. Today is … Continue reading
So this is life
Two weeks ago (Aug 19 or 20): Things are really good. I mean, everything-going-my-way kind of good = great. My MCAT score is top notch, my med school app was verified early, I finished applying to U of M, I … Continue reading