Category Archives: Depression
STRESS EATING. Why? I don’t know. I literally have no idea what I’m stressed about.
6 months since Mom died. (Calendar says yesterday evening. Orbit around the Sun says this morning.) Not a good day.
I finally dreamt about Mom last night. First time since she died. But instead of it being something normal or some nice memory, it was a nightmare about her dying. Went from trying to get her to a dentist via … Continue reading
When I was a kid, this is what parents give their children to make sure that the kids had a way to call them in an emergency! UPDATE: Actually, now I think I remember Mom got this for me when … Continue reading
Wait… I’m going to have to go through this anguish AGAIN someday?
Watched Fuller House and cried today (2 episodes, last ep of 4th season and 1st ep of series, cried during both). It was good. A needed cry. Not so much cathartic. More like sweet memories that remind of the loss. … Continue reading
Felt normal three times today, 2 were for a few hours. The first time it was an odd feeling. Second was kinda nice, though this time didn’t last long. 3rd time, I’m getting used to it. Wonder if it’ll continue … Continue reading
Tiredness returned this afternoon. Oh well. All to-dos for today were done with a little extra garage work done too. I thought the tiredness subsided again after second lunch (I eat 4 meals a day). The mental tiredness is gone, … Continue reading
It’s after 8pm and I’m not tired for the first time in… well in a long time! I was starting to wonder yesterday if my tiredness at the end of each day was a symptom of the depression. Coupled with … Continue reading