Category Archives: Depression

A Decent Day Looks Like This

And then there are days like today. Woke up feeling pretty good. Did chores. Had a nice time with the girls. Got stuff done. Relaxed a little. My Uncle called to check on me. My BFSC called me. Got to … Continue reading

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BAD Evening, GOOD Morning

Yesterday evening was bad. Worse than I’ve been in months. I watching an episode about the main character realizing she’s addicted to pain pills, and at the end I thought how nice it could be if I had some happy … Continue reading

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Reply to the Minister

This was from the assistant minister at my church: “I just heard from James, he stops by often during the week, that you were upset with Bob for something and I wanted to check in with that. We pastors always … Continue reading

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Support Group – I Have a Question

Here’s what I sent to my grief support group email list: Hi Everyone, Question, if you’ve already been through it: How did you handle the anniversary of your parent’s death? Tomorrow is the anniversary of my Mom’s death. Today is … Continue reading

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So this is life

Two weeks ago (Aug 19 or 20): Things are really good. I mean, everything-going-my-way kind of good = great. My MCAT score is top notch, my med school app was verified early, I finished applying to U of M, I … Continue reading

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STRESS EATING.

STRESS EATING. Why? I don’t know. I literally have no idea what I’m stressed about.

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6 months

6 months since Mom died. (Calendar says yesterday evening. Orbit around the Sun says this morning.) Not a good day.

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I Didn’t Make It In Time

I finally dreamt about Mom last night. First time since she died. But instead of it being something normal or some nice memory, it was a nightmare about her dying. Went from trying to get her to a dentist via … Continue reading

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Call Me

When I was a kid, this is what parents give their children to make sure that the kids had a way to call them in an emergency! UPDATE: Actually, now I think I remember Mom got this for me when … Continue reading

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I miss her so much it hurts…

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