As I Live and Learn

I have a good life.

Friends, some of which I'm going to see tomorrow night. I have friends here now, a good enough number I think. At least for now. I still have some friends here I want to work on making better friends, but I'm not worried. Nor am I unhappy, anymore.

Family. I have a Mom who is giving up long standing holiday traditions, big and quite arguably important ones both to her and me, just because I don't want to have to face my fear of flying again so soon... and I'm too embarrassed to let my brother see me in such a state, let alone be there for me. It's easier to lean on strangers when it comes to this crippling fear I've developed, than to let people who know me as something else see me like that.

But I'm off topic. :) I also have a good job. And so far this winter while I did get sick, again :p, it was only a semi-severe cold, unlike the all out knock down for a week nasty flus I've had the last couple years.

For whatever reason, I'm pretty happy right now. Could be 'cause I just watched three episodes of my current favorite show (Scrubs) and they were mostly fun. Could be because I might almost be over this cold, and you always feel better after you've felt weak or worn or been driven crazy by a running or stuffy nose or hacking cough (I only had the nose problems). Could be that I randomly hit a moment in my life where I stopped taking things for granted for a fleeting second, and am on a kick from that. It's not the first time. It'd better not be the last.

Love to all who... know.

Have I mentioned, nah, not important.

Posted by: trekker9er : 11:33 PM